Dilematis

Pada suatu hari yg tenang, setelah pengumuman kelulusan ujian SMA, nyokap mendatangi gw dan menawarkan suatu tawaran.

Nyokap: "Mis, kamu mau gak ikut kelas Pilates pas liburan?"

Gw: " Kelas? buat jadi instruktur?"

Nyokap: "Iya, biar nanti kamu bisa cari duit dari situ juga.."

Ehem, oke. First of all, Pilates is a physical fitness system developed in the early 20th century byJoseph Pilates in Germany . The program focuses on the core postural muscles which help keep the body balanced and which are essential to providing support for the spine. In particular, Pilates exercises teach awareness of breath and alignment of the spine, and aim to strengthen the deeptorsomuscles. *taken from wikipedia* dan menurut Chelle-pedia ( yg cuma menyederhanakan bahasanya) pilates itu mirip yoga, dicampur senam dan bisa memakai alat" khusus jg kayak gini..

Gw emang uda biasa sih pilates, dan cukup akrab sm orang2 di tempat pilates-nya, bahkan sama kepala tu tempat yg terkenal agak menyeramkan, yg gw panggil seenaknya "Tante bos" :P

Ternyata mereka yg nawarin nyokap buat masukin gw ke kelas instruktur pilates. Apa yg membuat gw bingung? I'm about to be taught how to become an instructor, a trainer, and I feel like I'm not mentally qualified yet. I'm afraid I won't be able to communicate well with those rich aunties and end up disappointing 'em. Tante-tante itu client yg susah, kdg byk komplain dan pertanyaan ilmiah yg ga bisa gw jawab. Perlu kemampuan komunikasi ekstra dan mental yg kuat buat sukses nanganin mereka. And I feel so not ready. Kalo mereka keseleo nanti, matilah saya O_O" I wanna give it a shot though I still feel uncertain, should I, or shouldn't I? what do you think? A girl like this..

becoming a pilates instructor...? errr... O_O"

well, still thinking about it and asking God what HE thinks about it.. I need to make the right choice here. Terutama setelah nyokap bilang : "Kalo iya, harus serius dan balik modal loh ya ntar.. 11 juta loh mis.." OMG...